I drew a picture cuz i was bored.

I like to call it, 'Habitations 18: A still life, a post modern surrealists interpretation of life in a modern middle class crisis'
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Notice the juxtaposition of transient gradients in the upper inclines representing the agony of my spirit whilst the contrasting and saturated colours incite the strength of my emotive stroke overcoming hardship.

Sarcasm? you will notice the protagonist's head locked inside a series of grey limiting boxes, subjectively they could be interpreted as buildings, the city, mental blocks or fears. The color of the designs implies their purpose, they are a limiting and destructive force brining the protagonist to disarray and displeasure. A potential exists outside the box, represented here by the oversoul, or what to you may seem like a large dome shaped mental capacitor wearing glasses, the yellow eyes carry the all seeing, the color of brightness and hope. Inside this oversoul lies imagination, patiently waiting to become one with the archetypical character of our story. To those religiously inclined, this could potentially represent the holy trinity told of in many cultures. Man, Soul, Spirit. Or as we have here, frustration, hope, release.

Original: $500

With shotgun holes: $5000

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Comment from: Simo

Pablo, your art was shocking, thought provoking, etheral and the gradient textures and slight juxtaposition of your character's movements and thoughts have certainly given myself something to think about.

I think we can all gain something from your subtle and yet striking commitment to art and the world in general.

I applaud your boldness and admirable dedication

Regards,

Simon Laughton

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I watched Heroes.

It was heaps crap.

Went on for too long and didnt get anywhere.

Im not about to give up five seasons of my life to a show that raises questions which it never answers and does all it can to hook me into a bullshit addictive waste of time saga.

They have superpowers, some company wants to stop them, bad things happen and they stop them from happening. All sorts of interrelated hi jinks.

The end.

Id rather watch the X-men cartoon.

Visceral Easethetics

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Ill Miss Soph

My mum is THE BEST, its valentines day, her boyfriend is out but that didnt stop her from dressing in red and giving hearts and chocolates to everyone, she decorated the house, she bought me a Valentines day gift, me her son, when the lady at the counter asked her about the curious practice of buying a valentines day present for her son she replied "So what?! Love is for everyone!".

She even made a chocolate cake with strawberries, and the way she talks, wow, no wonder all her friends are subconsciously jealous of her, she has the purest heart. She's made friends with all her enemies, she's going to the philippinnes, she travels, she goes out, she's active, interested, in church, healthy, her house is beautiful. Sure she carries on and gets stroppy, but wow. She's learning hebrew! What MORE!




And my brother too, he's so responsible and well behaved and caring and receptive, and he helps his mum out, and makes tea, he dresses well, he's going to start working soon, in woolworths, for community service! He got a great report card, i only regret not visiting him enough, its hard, but wow, they're awesome.

things ive done very briefly

today is the 9th of feb, we've been evicted, i hate my job, i may be moving out with allan and clay and margaret. Ive lost the pants my grandfather gave me and im packing up, im excited about mesa cosa it seems i know what i want it to sound like, i start work later now and dan quit today, i was too late for a job at energy australia. I have been hanging out with non crew, i made friends with Byron (pizzo) from rizzo and pizzo after their gig at the spectrum and also his friend Kelly and craig and now we get along well, i went to hang out with them at the world bar and katarina was there, i told her i liked her but hated her band, had a really good time and lucy and the phermones were actually excellent, they handed out masks and stuff it was fun and we stayed out all night, we got mexican food in the morning and i stumbled home, falling asleep on the train and missing my stop. That night i hung out with austin and we didnt do much, we went to a pub, we were looking for a drum and bass night, but no. By the way the previous weekend id gone to see pans labyrinth with megs and allan and pete and it was really good and we had chocolate dog for dinner it was delicious. So anywyay came back home and Andrew came over with his girlfriend! we talked and watched freaks and geeks, i wagged work and went to newtown for breakfast, we hung out on a tree.. good vibes. I should also mention i saw bec a few times and she was SO cool, i love her its great hanging out with her again, and she had a cute cousin. My mum is ok, but she lives with Debbie who can be a psycho and i dont think my mum is enjoying it anymore. Ok i think thats it so far.

I also wrote some lyrics and songs for mesa cosa, i talked to sergio on msn, i hung out at kims for a little bit, and made an 8 bit song. Austin has been very cool. Allan same old. Dennis hasnt been around, he's taking 'time out'. JEff is fat and stupid. Megan is breaking/broken up with pete and having a mope about having nowhere to live. Mel, who knows. Fatty got into uni and has resigned from his job. Swanny.. ... ... . Umm ok bye

ARGH, so i get into WMWM for a week, but then music comes along, and i get into guitar for a week, but then i start jamming electronic for a week.. then i watch a doco on shamanism and forget about music and get into being spiritual for a week, suddenly ive been so busy with random stuff that my house is a mess and im broke, so i focus on cleaning and living cheaply for a week, before i know it, ive spent two months and everything ive attempted for a week has been forgotten or left half finished, im broke again, my house is a mess, and my hair has decided to start looking bad after a week of confidence building stylish styles.
Then i begin to think about the future, i get depressed, i resolve to do something about it, then i get into WMWM again, repeat cycle, times infinity.

Maybe eventually a week here and there and by the time im 40 ill have an awesome site, magazine, be a wicked guitar player and be in an awesome band.. (at 40?!.. yuck..).

I need a focus drug.

Today im seeing the dentist, my mouth has been retarded all week, i cant chew properly, i dont know waht the fuck is going on, im mildly worried.