Hi!

So you liked my link Austin, i knew you would!





Ok, so a quick one today, umm ok today is new years eve! Yay! 2003 sucked, well it was ok, it was a hardcore learning year, and hopefully 2004 won't continue that way because im sick of learning lessons and want to have fun (not that i haven't tho). Ok I guess i should come up with some resolutions... They will beee...

*Save money to travel and stuff.

*Go on tour.

*Whinge less.

*Make new and exciting friends.

*Eat more meat.

*Do more stuff and smoke less pot.

There you have it, Pablo's new years resolutions, exciting huh?

What else, ah, today is fucked, at work i've already taken over 80 phone calls, and it isn't even 2:00 yet!!! AGH! it's so busy, and it sends me mental, i really get funny in the head, i start thinking weird and stressing and getting stomach pains and stuff, i think it's stress, but damn you'd get stressed too if you had 100 people complaining about money all day, and anyway if everything is energy then they must leave some sort of energy residue on us cusomer service/ telemarketer types, wouldn't they? I dunno.. i think i should make a movie called "The Telemarketer" surpringly enough, about a "Telemarketer" that's had too much and goes on a klling rampage and at the end he gets killed in front of his loved ones and it's all really sad and i get a grammy.

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This is a picture of a chimp, some people say i look like a chimp, that's cool, chimps are cool, i dig.

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This is a picture of a girl wearing meat, it was in the newspaper, i don't dig, but in a weird way, i dig too.

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Word of the month : Sluzza

Alternative terms for "Sluzza" : Schluzza, Slurry, Slapper, Scrubber, Snapper, Scrapper, Schluz.. etc.

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Nancy Fucking Vandal





This gig ruled, it was exactly what i needed, it had "vibe" and if you've been to gigs lately you'd have noticed that "vibe" seems to be missing a lot, these guys had it, it was like old skool gigging again, heaps of old skool people were there, Hoju #8, Austin, Megan & I skanked our asses off. Simo didn't, but he did take the nice snaps, so cheers!.

Nancy Vandal, were rocking, funny, sharp and witty, and Gilli Pepper is a babe, i don't know exactly why but she just is.

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Is this a thorough post or what? Nice one! Agh, im in lunch right now, tonight im going to the city and getting off my head for new years eve (like, who isn't?), 2004 is going to be a very interesting year, trust me.

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Conspiracy Corner : You enjoyed this one austin, so this is the first of many, i suggest you read it (everyone) it gives you a good platform to what is going on, it was written by Jon Rapport of NoMoreFakeNews. Now, you might miss some of it, but read it, everything is kinda deep.. (This has been relocated, it is the first article of "An Unkempt Aardvark, link on your right.)

There you go kids! That's it for today! Bye! Happy New Years!

There's so much i'd like to say but i dont have the time, a couple of things but.

This is a link for Austin, i don't know what it is but i heard it's good, i can't go to it from work.

http://windward.nodalpoint.net/doc/bonnasses/


Quote of the day : "God obviously doesn't send angels to Parramatta." - Bombshell

Thought of the day : "It's not what, it's how."

Im feeling trapped, everyone is, we do it ourselves, but i just want to be in a van travelling to a destination, free from any thoughts about money or problems or bullshit.

It's all good, im not complaining.

There's just so much i want to do..

I'm sure i will one day. I hope. I reckon there's something looking after me, maybe it's me, maybe it's my friends, maybe it's something else, it's probably all of the above. So i'm sure there's lots of fun tasty stuff to come, it just sucks that i have to put up with the crap before it, tho if it wasnt for the crap i wouldnt know what is good. And the crap is the good gone old, see, my job, is something i'd be so happy about if it was new, but now cuz it's old i hate it. Maybe that's it. Aquaintance breeds contempt or something? Who knows.. I'm out!

Ok! So Christmas is over and i haven't written in this for a while because i was sick from work.

*Cough Cough*.

Umm.. Brief update of life.. I believe, we finished recording, on the last day the chicks that sticks got with did some moaning for us at the beginning of sheep, and it's really good, almost disturbing even, we also hung a mike out the window and smashed some bottles to get some sound effects and stuff. Went to the beach afterwards and we all got drunk on Coopers (beer of gods) and it was all sweet.

Frankly the last week is a bit of a blur, i think we went to the beach again, umm, i'm pretty sure we did but i don't know where or when.

Chrsitmas was allright, went to my mum's friends Lily's place and sat there and got pissed, went home, slept, christmas morning, got prezzies, went to grandparents, hung out, saw mel, my auntie who i hadn't seen in ten years, and yeah it was cool, there was no family fight for a change.

Al unfortunately didn't get an x-box but he did get a christmas hamper, i don't think he was too happy with it.

What else? we got a big bin, which is ace, because a big bin can hold a lot of rubbish. It's great.

Went to Jeff's place a few times, I have to behave now while im there, but it's weird, everytime i hang out with Jeff. or something that is his, i just want to smash it, or mess it up, or just be really annoying? I don't know what it is. Maybe Jeff has some special hormones that influence me to become annoying?

Stixx is ok, he went to So-Hi's and had her over for christmas, the goss is that he loves her, he's also shitty about me bitching about him on this site, so im not gonna talk about him anymore and its probably better that way.
So, no more Stixx on this blog.

Money sucks, im running out, people owe me money, i wish they'd pay me back.

Owing money to people sucks, but having people owe money to you, tho it also sucks, is a bit better.

Oh, i got a "game boy advance sp", wow, what an awesome gadget, it's quality, fully quality, it's the full package, everything works, i like things that are quality, and work, not many of those around.

Umm.. anything else? I dont know.. Greg got a house now, which has a pool, so we'll be using that.

My house has mice the size of rats in it.

Yes, that's it, oh one weird thing i've been noticing is that my body language has been really loud lately.. i dunno how to explain this, but i feel like thoughts are just waaay loud these days, and i cant fake anything because my body gives me away.. but maybe im paranoid.

Anything else? I don't think so. I have some Sushi and a Nudie drink, i bought it from the healthfood shop downstairs, the chick there is really nice, and she always gives me a discount, today i got a free nudie drink, good stuff!

If anyone else can remember what exciting things ive done in the last 11 days then please let me know! Bye!

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Conspiracy Corner : Recent earthquakes in Iran that killed over 10,000 people. This is part of the "war" that will eliminate Iran politically. The San Simeon Californian quake was a test of the equipment before the actual strike. The latitude of the Iranian Quake and the California quake were very close. Funny, since Ah-nold has been governor, there have been fires, quakes, landslides and hailstorms. What's next??

Saw "V" the series/movie. Wow, spot on, it's so accurate it's scary, it's sci-fi, but fuck it's deep, especially episodes 1 & 2, when the the bad guys take over pretending to be our friends. This shit is happenning now.

Sometimes, i feel like giving up, and quitting, and giving up.

We had pizza last night, it was nice, umm, yeah..

Kansas is living with us now, which is cool, cuz he actually cleans and stuff.

I'm thinking about starting a blog purely for bitching about Stixx considering that's what half this bloody blog is about!

What else? Umm.. not much, today i woke up to the sun coming through my window, it was nice, i lay in it for a while, a good start to the morning. I've just paid the rent. Austin's put through the money that he owes me, and i'm doing fine. Unfortunately i'm stuck in this corporate hell until 7:00. Sux.

Going to see Nancy Vandal reunion this saturday but! Which should be great, and i don't have work tomorrow! Yes!!

Threesomes.



Damn! So Stixx, right, got these 2 sixteen-year-old chicks into a bathroom yesterday and "had some fun".
It would be cool if they were two chicks he had met, but it wasn't, it was 2 chicks Austin met.

Austin picked them up, Austin took them out, Austin got them drunk, and Austin gave them massages.

Yet Stixx got the goodies.

I feel for Austin I really do, I'm pissed off at Stixx, and I wasn't even there, tho from what I hear I should've been!
..2 chicks swimming around in g-strings in a pool and sauna, whilst I sat on my couch and watched Red-Dwarf.. (Lister & Rimmer were my partners for the night.. yeah, who's the loser here?).

Stixx had a great night, and Austin had a shit night.

I'm jealous of both of them, cuz one of the chicks was hot and they both got to see her in a pink g-string, her name is Nikki and she was definitely poke worthy. Austin was after the other one, whose name was Alex. Who was allright. But it doesn't matter now because we now know they're both sluts. Which could have been a good thing, except now they're not just sluts, they are sluts stained by Stixx, and that's not good. It's bad.

Sluts Stained By Stixx..

The worst bit of the story is when Austin tells me that Stixx didn't do shit and then jumped in right at the end and took Austins fruits from his labor. See, the girls kept on disappearing while they were at the sauna/pool, and they'd just go into the bathroom together for 15 mins and come back out, I reckon they were getting it on, cuz drunk chicks are like that (I have just confirmed that this is indeed correct), and yeah they did it one last time but Stixx jumped into the bathroom with them (which I have to admit, was a smart move), and he then locked Austin and Dennis out and didn't come out for 1.5 hours (which I have to admit, is also a smart move, but that's not the point).
According to Austin, Stixx was naked and shut the door on his face.
Austin would've been so upset. Well not "would've" he "was".
He called me this morning and he didn't sound good.

Fucking Stixx, cuz Stixx did that he's now a cunt, if Austin had done it he'd be a champ, but Stixx is a cunt. We all know Austin needs it badly.

Poor guy... Girls are evil. But fun to fuck.

I'm upset too! How come I haven't been at that pool with naked chicks swimming around?! I wish I got with 2 chicks!

*Siighhh*

Gotta get out, Gotta get out, Get some!

Allan and I have decided that we're going to become players, we're gonna go out and pick up lots of hoes, lie to them about how cool we are, then bring them back to our house, get them drunk, and then take advantage of them. I think it's the way to go.

Snot are a great band with some great lyrics..

"I jus' lie, I jus' lie just to fuck you, but this choice is not just mine."

And that's just it.

Austin has gotten into my blog, i guess i shouldn't use the same password for everything!

Umm.. so what's going on, ok quick update.. Stixx fucked us around we wanted to sort him out and he went crazy and it was shit cuz we had all this shit put on us, and we sorted it out now so it's all allright. It's funny, how this band works, we're like the biggest bunch of bitches, we're not at all professional, we just bitch and argue yet we're always friends. I guess it's cuz we're brothers, and brothers fight and make up and that's just the way shit is, and if anyone on the outside doesn't like it, or doesn't understand, well that's just fine. We will continue in our silly ways regardless.

So yeah. Stixx is back in, the recording is sounding great, Stixx is still a bit of a dweeb but, today he got the shits cuz i didnt give him money to get to the studio, but i didnt have any money, so he chucked a sook and got upset and slammed the door and then Allan had to give him the money so he'd go, the thing is, he probably wouldn't have gone without getting that money, and that ain't cool, so again we're gonna have to kick his ass so he knows that we're not gonna pay his way.

Yep.. what else? Umm, the solos on the cd are read, the vocals are sounding rad, it should be good, i wonder how it's gonna all work out after the cd gets done? I hope someone rich and famous likes it and sends us lots of money.

That picture up the top, that's for austin, i'm sure he'll appreciate. I'm starting to get worried that all my friends are gay. I mean, i know, they're all gay, but gay gay. Like GAY. I hope they're not. What i want, is for all of us to meet a new set of mad chicks who hang out with us and like sega and beer, hopefully the chicks will have cars too, and do our bidding. That would be ace.

Ah shit! I've spent half my lunch on the net and i've gotta go out and get Allan a toothbrush!!

PABLO IS A FAGGOT!

Ha hahahaah!!!!

i got into pablo's blog.
Pablo is gay.
He's not sick. he's just taking time off.
I hope his boss reads this..

awesome..

awesome..

did i mention pablo is a fag??
you know.. takes it in the ass..


Austin.

I'll say this :

People need to take responsibilty for their own situation in life, and people need to stop playing the victim and blaming other people for their problems.

Dickheadedness is hereditary.

There is no such thing as a free ride.

People who don't pay now, will never pay.

Drugs are not an escape.

You can't lie to everyone because eventually it will all come crashing down.


That's all.

TIRED

Agh, im gonna die, im falling asleep while talking to customers, here's a quick update.

Yesterday we laid down the vocals for No Holds Barred, and the second guitar to 80's lovin', N.H.B sounds sick, thay all do, so yeah, good stuff. We had a discussion about money and now we're in trouble cuz i don't think we have enough to pay for the mixing (or the mastering, production or pressing) so yeah, that sucks, money sucks, sometimes i just think fuckit, but that's just me being stupid. If only Stixx had gotten the money together.. stupid cunt. Yeah and now he's meant to be at the studio and he's not there yet, man, sometimes, grr, he's fucked sometimes, maybe we should hold off the mix till he gets shis together..

Yeah, so er.. afterwards we went to RAWS house and she got pissed (like drunk) and then i went to sleep and she woke me up in the morning telling me Stixx hated her cuz she rooted another guy, like i give a shit anyway, and like, fuck, i thought that she was just a root to Stixx, he reckons she is, but he's such a sucker.. bah, it's not my life i don't care. I'm just pissed she woke me up.


I had 2 weird dreams yesterday.

In the first one, i was like in a classroom or something and we were all told to get under the desk cuz there was gonna be an explosion, but i thought it was just a drill and i was all cynical and they were like, no this is real, so i got under the desk and there was this huge explosion (we were in penrith or parra and the explosion came from Sydney), and then i was like, yeah, that's ok, it's just one, but then there was heaps more, and there was like 10 huge explosions in Sydney and i was like "why would they attack us?!" like, i couldn't really comprehend it, becaus it was real, then i looked out the window and saw the huge dustcloud that comes after nuclear bombs coming towards the building and it spun me out..

The other one, Shariff and I were hanging out, and we went to Zoe (my ex) and Cases place, and it was a mess, and there was heaps of condom packets and shit everywhere, and they'd had a baby, but they weren't there, and i was telling Shariff that the place wasn't fit for a baby and i got really upset and then i saw the baby's room and it was even worse and so i was gonna write them a letter telling them to get their shit together and stuff, i was pretty upset for the baby, even tho i'd never seen it, but i didn't, and then raw woke me up.

That's about it. Creditline sucks. I had a guy go off at me, asking me how i could morally work here, well, i reckon, better me than someone else, at least im nice about being an asshole. I had this lady who didnt read her contract, she took out $4000 at 27.5% interest per annum, in 3 years payments she'd only gotten $500 off the principle, at first i felt for her, but when i tried to help her she wouldn't even listen, or accept that she's fucked up. Well fuck her, she deserved it then. People need to stop being so fucking stupid and giving away their power and shit, blindly taking loans, fuck. People are DUMB.

I think im in a bad mood, probly cuz im tired, i get to go home today! Yes!!

Not much to report today..

...or is there? and who cares anyway?..

Ok so.. umm.. i'm tired. I need sleep, i think i'm going to pass out tonight, and i have to play guitar. Arggh. Recording sucks. Nah, it rocks, but it sucks, but i bet when i'm not recording i'll be wanting to be recording.. actually, no working sucks, hardcore, recording is good. My job sucks now, i can't use the net anymore, except for at lunch, and i'm always being watched, or so it feels like anyway, so i'm always like.. scared. That sucks. They also intercept my e-mail when i mail out now. And they've banned my chat thingie on this site, like it still works kinda but i can't see the smilies or the background because supposedly they have a reference to "sex". Pfft. Soon I won't be able to read my own site! That would suck. I need to cheer up!

Recording

Going strong, things that are cool :

*Clay is funny

*Stixx's new vocals on "Sheep", a bit of getting used to, but they're sick.

*Finished guitars for "Gone", "Get Up Stand Up" & "Sheep"

*All the chicks around the studio

Things that aren't cool :

*I'm tired

*I suck at guitar

*Solos

*The Raw is calling Stixx. Damn bitch. I think i'm possessive or jealous of Stixx or something.. nah, i just know that bitches are bitches and they fuck him up, i shouldn't get involved, well i haven't, it's got nothing to do with me, but it does, anyway, yeah i've decided i hate her. I said that to Stixx this morning (she called him like 30 times this morning), and he said "Shut up Pablo" and then she said i was cool. So i felt bad for a second, but now i don't, cuz she's RAW, and cuz she's calling Stixx. . . "He's ours bitch!".

I'm a rude cunt. Pfft. Blah. Meh..

I wonder if i can get in trouble for writing shit in my blog at work, and for using words like cunt.

What about "Sluzza"?

Ah, what a quality word.

"Hey Sluzza, show us where your daddy puts it!" - Chicks dig it when you talk to them like that.

Bye!

P.s - Austin sent me this link, i can't look at it, but you might be able to. It's probably got naked chicks in it.

http://partybabes.doingitwith.us/scene15/page_01.htm

http://www.glennbeck.com/news/05172002.shtml

"This is serious mum."

So.. a fair bit has happenned since the last post, i'm just not in the mood to write about it, but i guess i better otherwise i'll never get around to it.

Ok, this weekend what we did was.. go to the studio and record, well, that's what I did anyway, and it was good, we've finished all the base tracks and now i just need to add the second guitar and the solo's and then vocals and then we're done.

We had a big talk with Stixx yesterday about his position in the band, unfortunately there's some things i can't talk about in this blog, but the stat is, that issues had to be brought up in order for them to be resolved and hopefully they will be.

The record is sounding really good, so good that it's crazy, i can't wait till it's done! I think it's going to be called "No Holds Barred" after the song, but i reckon "Where's all the screaming chicks?!" is also a good name for the e.p, if you have any suggestions then lemme know!

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Working Sux..

I'm starting my new job today, well it's actually my old job, what i was doing before auto, and now i'm back, on creditline, which kinda sucks, because all our customers are the people so desperate for money that they had to get finance, and hence most of them are westies who complain about anything they can think of. So it kinda sucks.
At the same time, i guess it's a good thing because it's a change, like i said before, change is the desired state, so i'm gonna go with it.

I read somewhere that the best way to live is to have no expectations but to make the right choices, i'm hoping i'm making the right choices, i'm going blind into the future, sometimes i think i should plan more, but then i figure, well, so far my strategy has worked out ok, so it should continue to do so, and i hope it does.

Umm... what else?... Kansas washed our dishes! And Al's parents mowed our lawn! I love that, if you leave something long enough, eventually someone will do it for you! ... A dangerous strategy, but one worth applying if you have a fear of dirty dishes like me! I'm really tired at the moment, i've had an energy drink and a coffee and i'm still falling asleep, i don't think i've slept properly in over 2 weeks. It's kinda crap.