TIRED

Agh, im gonna die, im falling asleep while talking to customers, here's a quick update.

Yesterday we laid down the vocals for No Holds Barred, and the second guitar to 80's lovin', N.H.B sounds sick, thay all do, so yeah, good stuff. We had a discussion about money and now we're in trouble cuz i don't think we have enough to pay for the mixing (or the mastering, production or pressing) so yeah, that sucks, money sucks, sometimes i just think fuckit, but that's just me being stupid. If only Stixx had gotten the money together.. stupid cunt. Yeah and now he's meant to be at the studio and he's not there yet, man, sometimes, grr, he's fucked sometimes, maybe we should hold off the mix till he gets shis together..

Yeah, so er.. afterwards we went to RAWS house and she got pissed (like drunk) and then i went to sleep and she woke me up in the morning telling me Stixx hated her cuz she rooted another guy, like i give a shit anyway, and like, fuck, i thought that she was just a root to Stixx, he reckons she is, but he's such a sucker.. bah, it's not my life i don't care. I'm just pissed she woke me up.


I had 2 weird dreams yesterday.

In the first one, i was like in a classroom or something and we were all told to get under the desk cuz there was gonna be an explosion, but i thought it was just a drill and i was all cynical and they were like, no this is real, so i got under the desk and there was this huge explosion (we were in penrith or parra and the explosion came from Sydney), and then i was like, yeah, that's ok, it's just one, but then there was heaps more, and there was like 10 huge explosions in Sydney and i was like "why would they attack us?!" like, i couldn't really comprehend it, becaus it was real, then i looked out the window and saw the huge dustcloud that comes after nuclear bombs coming towards the building and it spun me out..

The other one, Shariff and I were hanging out, and we went to Zoe (my ex) and Cases place, and it was a mess, and there was heaps of condom packets and shit everywhere, and they'd had a baby, but they weren't there, and i was telling Shariff that the place wasn't fit for a baby and i got really upset and then i saw the baby's room and it was even worse and so i was gonna write them a letter telling them to get their shit together and stuff, i was pretty upset for the baby, even tho i'd never seen it, but i didn't, and then raw woke me up.

That's about it. Creditline sucks. I had a guy go off at me, asking me how i could morally work here, well, i reckon, better me than someone else, at least im nice about being an asshole. I had this lady who didnt read her contract, she took out $4000 at 27.5% interest per annum, in 3 years payments she'd only gotten $500 off the principle, at first i felt for her, but when i tried to help her she wouldn't even listen, or accept that she's fucked up. Well fuck her, she deserved it then. People need to stop being so fucking stupid and giving away their power and shit, blindly taking loans, fuck. People are DUMB.

I think im in a bad mood, probly cuz im tired, i get to go home today! Yes!!