I am in an internet cafe.. I am playing the waiting game..

I went for an interview for a job at Fairfax publishing that pays really well and is really good and i killed the tests so i had a follow up interview today and they said that if i was successful which i should be, they would call me today, but it's now 3:00 p.m and they haven't called yet and i'm getting worried... The only thing that would have stopped me from getting the job would have been a bad reference. So if i don't get the job then i will know that's where the problem is at. I'm getting frustrated and annoyed now, i just wanna get the damn job!

*Sigh* Since i've been in the city, i met Austin for lunch and when we were sitting down this hell cute girl walked past and sat behind us and i couldn't stop looking at her and when we left i looked back and she waved goodbye to me and i waved back and then i got nervous and ran away and i wish id talked to her cuz she was cute.. but she was with all her friends so does that count as an excuse? Damn. she was like 'Chanel' from 'Australian Idol' wow.

Not only that but yesterday I made eye contact with some random chick in central station.. haha that line sounds really lame by itself but it wasnt like that cuz it was like 'full on' eye contact and it gave me shivers and it felt like I knew her or she was an ex or something but she wasn't, needless to say I never went up to talk to her, but it was weird.

God, I hope I get this job, does that count as a prayer, God c'mon dude, you know this job would be great for me, so please a little help. *Crosses Fingers*
Well i guess we'll wait and see.. if they don't call me today then i'm pretty sure i won't get the job and then i'll feel rejected and depressed and Jeff and Kansas will have to put up with me moping around.

In better news, Austin and I are going to see 'Brides of Destruction' this Saturday! Starring Nikki Sixx and Tracii Guns, nice!

I guess next time I write here i'll know if I got the job, blah blah blah.. should've talked to that chick, shit sucks, depression is pending.