.. summer unknown, its face occasionally, not here to stay. Take it when you can, it taunts. So the few beach days are treasured. Nicholas and I playing battleships on rubber dingys beside million dollar yachts, secluded beaches and maxibons, Bec in Bondi teaches her cute cousin to surf as we look at the topless women and smile. Life couldn't get any better, could it? Mouth is sore, wisdom teeth coming out, pushing the structure out of alignment, chewing a chore. A single life, day by day, no one tries to stop it, in any way...

So many thoughts and to catalog them all? The wonder of the internet, the union it creates, symbiotic and exponential growth, the equality of man, a mechanic versus a scientist?

The proverbial carrot, the light at the end of the tunnel, the desperation and hopeless self denial, yes, this is work. But time bides its most awful treasures, and 'we know not what we wish for'. Dreams trashed and the future continues like the time line of a sequencer, so fast, so fast, slower, is it even moving? Yet its moving at the same speed it always was. The perspective has changed.

Single life, bachelor life, newspapers and tea, pasta for a week, online television and that terrible Da Vinci book that shames to be read on the morning train of agony. Ugh, the people.. If it wasn't for the people.. the dreary souls passed out with looks of contempt, sunken eyes, countenance of death.. in the node.. to connect again, drain a little more.

Ivan, his suit nice and pressed, his charisma felt across the board. A page is born and an alter career tentatively approached. Purple Sneakers, girl from uruguay, wonder showzen, shiny shoes and free vitamins from friendly Americans.

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Brief summary of events -

Mid Jan W.End - Purple Sneakers, 'look at my shoes, look at my shoes! DONT LOOK AT THEM!', freakout on P and met some nice girls. Dinner at bad BAD restaurant, spanish restaurant for D & Als Bday. But waitress liked me and I was too shy. Allan decides to move in. Regular band pracs at home with clear progress and maturity in music and style. New MicroKontrol, takes two weeks to learn but finally get it. Chilled days at home and no one around.

Called grandparents and talked for hours, Grandfather gives me personal advice. Learn music, move to Melbourne, leave the fray if you know you can, if you believe it you will do it, dont be an aficionado, dont be the masses.

20.01.06 W.End - Friday and an excellent band prac followed by the best Pizza in Sydney and a couple of beers, then retardation as a doob and synths come into play. A quiet day followed by an endless trip to Redfern to Kims Polystigma reunion, miss the show but hang with Kim and Case and have a great time at Newtown at Kims and a random party. Nothing eventful but K&C make for a good time. Head to Zoes appartment, arrive at 3 a.m, chill on floor and mildly out of place, chat and pass out, walking home to meet Austin at Edgecliff and into Penrith to play Zelda with Matt. Good time. Mum is happy with Ian tho fears still exist, but he buys her a fan, looks after her, I talk to Debbie about paying rent.. she doesn't like that. So Austin picks me up and gives me some muffins.. sets the tone for a way out band prac, good prac however, we all go home and another week of hopeless, underpaid, overworked, drudgery, at Virgin Mobile.