the UGHHHH was BECAUSE.. FUCK IM SO ANGRY WITH MY FUCKING COMPUTER FIRST IT WAS THE KEYBOARD THEN THEY REPLACED THE MOTHERBOARD WHICH FUCKED THE VIDEO DRIVERS SO I GOT OTHER VIDEO DRIVERS BUT THE NEW VIDEO DRIVERS WERE FUCKED SO THEY REPLACED THE SCREEN AND THE MOTHERBOARD BUT THE DRIVERS WERE STILL FUCKED THEN I TOOK OFF THE DRIVERS AND THE PC WAS FINE BUT THE LAST TIME THEY FIXED IT THEY FUCKED THE FAN WHICH OVERHEATED THE CPU WHICH FUCKED MY COMPUTER AND I FIXED IT BUT THEY SENT ME A NEW ONE AND NOW IVE GOTTA TRANSFER ALL THE DATA OVER AND RE INSTALL EVERYTHING BUT ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE CUZ IM TRYING TO MAKE A FUCK DAMN PARTITION TO HAVE TWO XP'S ONE FOR AUDIO AND ONE FOR EVERYTHING ELSE IS THAT SO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK YOU FUCKERS AT MICROSOFT AND DELL FUCK YOU I HAVE TO RE-FORMAT, RE-INSTALL, PARTITION, RE-FORMAT, RE-INSTALL AND THEN CROSS MY FUCKING FINGERS IT WORKS THIS IS THE THIRD TIME FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

GRRR.

Its my third day of partitioning and installing os's AGHHH.

it makes it hard for me to think or talk about anything but that! ITS TAKING OVER MY LIFE.

On other news... my mum called me up ..

'Have you got a job"
"No mother"

grandfather calls me up

"Have you got a job yet Pablo?"
"NO!"

GEEZ its like the only measure of success or of 'doing something' is having a job. I've probably got more money than they have in the bank, i'm eating well, sleeping well, living for a change, and all they're concerned with is a fucking job.

People are shocking, i could be living in a shoebox in the city, underslept, sick of lasagna and pizza, but as long as i had a job as a bank clerk, hey hey.

I'm so bitter today aha.