I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE BLOG

Ive just been busy making things in PHYSICAL LIFE!

Ive been painting and going out, playing guitar, makingf friends and living, increasing the randomness in my life and having fun. Perplexingly and paradoxically ive also been freaking out and stressing and getting depressed. Its usually in the mornings that im completely unhappy and at night that im completely fulfilled. The fires are INSANE, Melbourne is shrouded in a fog of smoke, the moon is blood red, resembling Mars even. Hundreds are dead and thousands are homeless.. I feel almost guilty for enjoying the weather of that Saturday so much, I felt perfect, like a wild outcast cowboy on his way to the ultimate showdown, I spent the day outside on the empty streets wearing a sombrero and smiling. I guess its my Mexican blood. I made lots of ZINES for the zine fair and sold 20! I made $30! Not bad for three days work im sure you'd agree. I also kissed a really pretty, fun and excellent girl! On Valentines night we kissed for the first time ever and my brain is full of good things, I'll see her again in two weeks when she gets back from making her art. I can't wait. Also I think im dying I have a strange lump in the middle of my chest, Im actually scared.. Id love to write more about these things but I will refrain.. I dont want to jinx anything.