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11:18 AM me: so ive been feeling like im not my own, like everything else owns me, others expectations, my boss, the people on the phone, my friends, family.. its like.. theres a million things tugging at me and im subject to them.. like i need to answer to them, and i dont know if its the outside or me, but i feel like saying NO! ENOUGH! I am an autonomous and sovereign individual!! I DONT ANSWER TO YOU.
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11:23 AM me: i also feel empty and unappreciated.. which is dumb, i think i need some compliments.. i just dont know whats good about me
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sorry
me: bob says, repent slack off!, and my inherent faith in the universe makes me believe that something always shows up to fill the vacuum, theres the whole new age adage of moving forward without knowing where youre going but knowing youre co creating.. and the thing thats annoying is, its an ok job, i can surf the net, i only work 3 days a week, the bosses are young and nice, they brought me back ps2 games from china.. and i need to go see my grandma and go to germany by this time next year.. how will i do that?? and im scared of the risk, but its frustrating, because if i lived for me, this wouldnt matter, .. i dunno, at this point i get confused
me: bob says, repent slack off!, and my inherent faith in the universe makes me believe that something always shows up to fill the vacuum, theres the whole new age adage of moving forward without knowing where youre going but knowing youre co creating.. and the thing thats annoying is, its an ok job, i can surf the net, i only work 3 days a week, the bosses are young and nice, they brought me back ps2 games from china.. and i need to go see my grandma and go to germany by this time next year.. how will i do that?? and im scared of the risk, but its frustrating, because if i lived for me, this wouldnt matter, .. i dunno, at this point i get confused
3:01 PM theres just been no magic for a while.. good times, but no magic, and i want to be my own master again.
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