Last night I had insomnia. I could not sleep until 5 a.m. I have serious sleep problems sometimes, my brain becomes ultra aware, feeling like it can see out from within its shell, and I constantly sabotage myself when just about to hit that sweet spot.

During the night, looking for sleep cures, I found a program called Pzizz which supposedly helps you sleep, people are raving about it so I will download it and see.

I went to work with no sleep and fragile. Of course scum people tune into your weakness and become mean just because they can.. after a few hours I had a grip on things and got through the day.

Riding the metal train on the way back home I realized.. this is my one afternoon off, and I'm too tired to enjoy it, then there is Saturday, the only real day you get off (if you work a 'normal' work week) and Sunday doesn't count because you know you have to work the next day.

It makes me sick. One day, only one. To enjoy your life.

I don't think anyone seriously believes that that's even close to enough time in which to clear your head of the disgusting mental residue left behind by depressed commuters and angry customers..

I realize, that one day is not there to give us time off, it's there to keep us sane, so we can get back to work. We literally work five days a week, to get only one day off.. and that's the norm. It's there to keep us tied to the jobs.

Well I say go the whole hog! Let's work 7 days a week! Then people can start breaking down and the sham can finally fall apart.

Poor humans, they get one day of relaxation, and -only- relaxation, such a waste of potential.. because the majority will not reach the energy levels and clear headedness required for real thought and creativity.

As I mulled these troubled thoughts through my exhausted mind Steve called me.. "PABLO I LOVE YOU".."Thanks!".."I was just calling to tell you I loved you, you're wonderful, you're simply amazing, I Love You!"...
"Wow Steve I really needed that! I'm all depressed about work"..
"Oh get out of it! You're too amazing for work, I love you!"..
"Hahaha I'm giggling like a giddy schoolgirl!"..
"Hahahaha" .. "Hahahah"
"I love you too Steve!",
"Yes! You're wonderful! Bye Pablo!"
"Bye Steve!!!!"... Ahh..

Who needs a Girlfriend when you have Steve.